Saya sedih.............................:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Dear Rayyan...& Mia mama so sad rayyan & mia.....tak lama lagie mama anniversery dgn daddy.....mama dah plan byk benda for celebrate...but hati mama sedih rayyan..although rayyan tak faham aper yg mama lalui nie..but nie ajer cara mama boleh luahkan..kalau nak cerita kan org lain it's not good...cerita hal rumahtangga org kan berdosa... hanya Allah yg dpt menenangkan hati mama sayang rayyan & mia......especially during fasting month...itulah dugaan di bulan yang mulia..daddy sakit kan hati mama sayang...sakit yg tak tahu biler boleh sembuh...maybe today...maybe tomorrow ...maybe next year...maybe 10 years only god knows....Rayyan dlm bulan puasa nie mama selalu berdoa..supaya mama menjadi..mother yg terbaik utk rayyan & mia..mothers yg sempurna although i'm not prefect..menjadi wife yg lebih baik dari before...menjadi  perempuan yg lebih baik dari before..insyallah
Mama always berdoa that..semoga our family always dilindungi ..dah dirahmati oleh Allah....
Rayyan kalau lah rayyan dah besar..rase mcm nak cerita ajer everything to you..mcm best fren..but nvm rayyan & mia penguat hati mama...
This year anniversery gift from daddy is .....menyakitkan hati mama dia hantar email to his ex gf which is this...

From: Aizuddin Danian <aizuddin@gmail.com>
Date: August 4, 2011 4:41:01 PM GMT+08:00
To: nik zahrinawati nik zahari <nikkizahri@gmail.com>
Subject: Re:

when are you going back? so early?

On Aug 4, 2011, at 3:38 PM, nik zahrinawati nik zahari wrote:

haiya....after 22nd cannot...going back n pretty busy

On Thu, Aug 4, 2011 at 3:11 PM, Aizuddin Danian <aizuddin@gmail.com> wrote:

after the 22nd. I'm broke already this month. :)

On Aug 4, 2011, at 3:11 PM, nik zahrinawati nik zahari wrote:

when? today?

On Thu, Aug 4, 2011 at 3:04 PM, Aizuddin Danian <aizuddin@gmail.com> wrote:

even when i call you i'm sombong... :(

Wanted to ask you to have buka puasa with me. Let's go to that restaurant... what's the name of that place on the hill, we visited.

On Aug 4, 2011, at 11:41 AM, nik zahrinawati nik zahari wrote:

> sombongnya.................................................................................

sedih only god knows....how's my feelings....in my mind i already prepare what to do 
and so ...aper nak celebrate...but this :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((...

why rayyan...daddy did to me..coz mama tak give attention to him..coz i'm busy take care of you and mia...why...how do i solve this issue? by what...by become i slave?  i'm just tired lah rayyan...why he doesn't care my feelings....

Dear Rayyan,

Satu ajer mama ask from daddy...jaga lah perassan mam ...hargai lah aper yg isteri kamu telah korban kan...pengorbanan yg tidak boleh di jual dengan wang ringgi.....why daddy choose...me ...why for the first place..daddy tak choose that stupid bitch women... why.....choose mama..if she thinks i'm not a good assisstance ..motivator for daddy...supporter ...he said..i don't anything...actually i knew this things will happen..in the future...

3 years marriage ...is just a beginning... their is a lot of up down kita akan facing ....Oh god please help me...byk pengorbanan i lalui ..berkorban jiwa ...nyawa utk melahirkan rayyan & mia..pengorbanan yg tidak boleh di bayar dgn 1 MILLION DOLLAR PUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN..................

rase mcm nak cry ajer ...but dlm office...