rayyan mama miss you a lot ... but mama tak kuat rayyan..this weekend dah 2 hari mama tak tido sebilik dgn rayyan.. coz mama felt so sad ..so sad coz..baby still no sign..mama just want to be alone .. and pray to god ..that everything is ok ...biler mama lepas sembahyang baru mama rase lega sikit ...but after a few hours..mesti mesti mama rasa sedih ...coz nobody want to listen luahan hati mama..mama rase..biler mama sorang2..dekat kan diri pada tuhan..baru rase ok sikit...rayyan...mama love rayyan...and mama also love adik rayyan ..
rayyan mama terasa dekat daddy...coz daddy gelak2..and rase funny biler clothes...barang2 mama semua bawak kat bilik lagie satu ... dlm hati mesti dia suka sbb tak perlu sempit2 ...rayyan mama rase..mama akan terus mcm nie..until mama dpt sign yg mama akan deliver soon..maybe 1 week..maybe 2 weeks..rase lama sgt nak tunggu...
Rase menyesal ajer pergi checkup haritue...emmm entahlahh..ya allah ya tuhan aku aper yg perlu aku buat.. tunggu sampai next week biler ader tanda..atau pun aper ? ooohhhh ya allah ..aper nak buat..i tahulah rase sgt bingung..teramat sgt..dlm buku appoinment pun tak tulis aper2 biler next checkup ..ya allah haihhh..nak call prof azura..aiz pun tak tahu aper2 solution ...dia sibuk dgn hal sendiri dia ..kerja...laptop..tv...tak aperlah biar lah dia dgn kehidupan..tak nak kacau.. amin ...
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